I had a dream

I had this great plan last night. i was going to take today off and stay home all by myself. needless to say, it didn't happen.

i dreamed of being home....... sleeping, eating and reading........ then repeating it all day long. i'm still dreaming about hoping it will happen soon.  i've been thinking more and more about our new addition.  the excitement is building but so is the worry.  i'm a little worried by boys will feel neglected because a new baby is coming into the family.  i'm a little worried about the fact now hubs and i can go "man to man" with the boy..... not so when there's 3 little ones and only 2 parents.  i'm excited to find out if we'll be welcoming another boy into our family or learning a whole new way of life with a little girl.

i have lots of other thoughts...... some pure excitment and some worry.  that is just part of being a parent.